Monday, September 24, 2012

My best friends wedding....

WELL, I know it's been a while since I've wrote, but I had a longggg weekend this weekend which did NOT include being on the computer! :)

I am very lucky to not only have an amazing cousin, but a best friend as well. My cousin Sarah got married this weekend, and it was probably one of the best weddings and weekends I've had! Sarah is such an amazing person, and Brendan, her new husband (and my amazing new cousin) couldn't be a better fit for her, or for our family! :) (he's also an amazing writer with his blog, doublecoverage.com thats been picked up by FOX sports. ((one day I'll be like him and thousands will be reading my amazingly lame stories on this blog HAHAHAA)). Anyways.... I couldn't have been happier to be a part of their day, weekend, and be a part of the rest of their lives together!

Going into this weekend I was kind of freaking out. If you ask Jenny at the gym, I was soooooo worried about the fact that this weekend I a) wasn't going to be working out, and b) wasn't going to be watching what I was eating or drinking. It's kind of hilarious, because in the past, I couldn't have given two shits about either of those things. I would have just been like... YESSSS let's get wasted, and who the hell works out? But now, I'm like really conscious about making sure that I'm putting the right things in my body and working out hard core. I think it's because I'm finally seeing results, and I know, I KNOW, finally, I can do this, and I love doing it. For example, (seeing results), this asshole, didn't think too much about my bridesmaids dress for the wedding. I probably got it back from the tailor 2- 2 1/2 weeks ago, maybe 3, and I'm sitting there, we are all getting dressed and Sam goes to zip me up and she's like, "Andrea, this is big", and I'm like shut up, this is perfect, (or at least it was when I tried it on a few weeks ago).... NOPE, that dress was huge. I didn't fill it out anymore. MY ta-ta's were FALLING OUT! So yeah, I mean, it was awesome, I was like, YESSSSS I'm dropping inches and lbs like I should, but we had a bigger problem, unless we got this under control, everyone at this wedding was going to see a show when I was cutting a rug out on the dance floor later that night, or worse, at CHURCH! Hahahahha... so I feel like we had a double edged sword here. On one hand, I was excited to be losing, but on the other, I looked like a mess HAHA. And I'm pretty sure, even if I ate a whole pizza hut pizza in that hour we had to kill, I still wasn't going to fill out my dress. HAHAHAHA... Thank god for Sarah's new sister-in-law, and our new cousin, Meghan, we found a solution, and I stuffed about a million safety pins into my purse just in case I popped a few with my amazing dance moves later that night. Crisis averted, phew. It was funny though, I remember running over to Meghan a few times that night with my arm up, safety pin in hand, saying PLEASE HELP... hahaha, I don't know how I would have gotten through that night without you, and for that, I thank you Meghan McKinnon~!!!!! XOXOX. But watching Sarah, walk down the aisle, so amazing in her GORGEOUS dress, and me not being able to fit in mine, just made me think, this is a marathon, not a sprint, and in a year, I am going to look just as amazing as her, and I couldn't be happier.

So, onto my 2nd worry of the weekend, my eating and drinking. Now, I have been doing pretty well. I am super strict during the week, only doing my shakes and a protein at lunch, and I'm fine, it's great. But what am I going to do when theres all of my favorite foods around, like bagels with cream cheese, and french fries, and mashed potatoes, and to top it all off, ALCOHOL! hahaha... I mean let's be real here... I'm not going to NOT drink this weekend. hahaha... Again, the funny thing is, before this whole diet, if I drank all day, if I mixed different types of alcohol, I felt like shit by like 9pm, like hungover shit, it was crazy too me. But now, I can drink all day, drink CHAMPS, BEERS, VODS AND WADS, anything, and I'm amazing... I drank so much this weekend (sorry gym people), but thankfully it was mostly Vods and Wads with a few beers, and probably a few bottles of champs HAHA... but man, I did NOT feel like shit at all... it was great, it honestly makes me want to workout and eat healthy all the time because it totally makes drinking that much better! hahahaha.... as far as eating went this weekend, I think I did ok. I still had a Isagenix shake a day, and instead of having 10 bagels while we were getting our hair done I only had 1, and over the weekend I kept the junk food to a minimum. Sarah and Brendan did an amazing thing and got a large group together and took us all to the Phillies/Braves game and had an open bar, and burgers and dogs, and I clearly had all of that, but other then that (oh, and the baked potato soup I made on Sunday, WOOOPS), I was actually pretty good.

Sarah is one of my biggest supporters, making sure I stick with it, listening to me complain, and reading this horrible blog, and I love her for that. I am so glad that this weekend went over so well, and it's Monday morning and I'm back on track. I was so worried that I would go back to the way things were after not being in the gym the whole weekend or eating perfect, but no, I'm fine, and cheating on your diet once and a while, isn't the end of the world.

(as I mentioned, I made baked potato soup last night, I didn't make it the super healthy way, so I will give you 2 recipes, one healthy, one, meh. hahaha

HEALTHY:

Baked Potato Soup from SkinnyTaste!
Gina's Weight Watcher Recipes
Servings: 5  Size: 1 cup  Old Points: 4 pts  Points+: 5 pts
Calories: 207.6 • Fat: 7.8 g • Carb: 22.5 g • Fiber: 2.4 g  • Protein: 11.9 g

  • 2 russet potatoes, washed and dried
  • 1 small head of cauliflower, stem removed cut into florets
  • 1 1/2 cups fat free chicken broth
  • 1 1/2 cups 1% reduced-fat milk
  • salt and freshly cracked black pepper
  • 1/2 cup light sour cream
  • 10 tbsp reduced-fat shredded sharp cheddar cheese
  • 6 tbsp chopped chives, divided
  • 3 slices bacon, cooked and crumbled (you can use turkey bacon if you prefer)

Pierce potatoes with a fork; microwave on high for 5 minutes turn over and microwave another 3 - 5 minutes, until tender. Or if you prefer to use your oven, bakeat 400° for 1 hour or until tender. CoolPeel potatoes.

Meanwhile, steam cauliflower with water in a large covered pot until tender. Drain and return to pot. On medium heat, add chicken broth, milk, potatoes and bring to a boil. Use an immersion blender to puree until smooth. Add sour cream, half the chives, salt and pepper and cook on low another 5-10 minutes, stirring occasionally.

Remove from heat. Ladle 1 cup soup into each bowl. Top each serving with 2 tbsp cheese, remaining chives, and bacon.


NOT SO HEALTHY BUT AMAZING:

  • baking potatoes (about 2 1/2 pounds) 
  • 2/3 cup all-purpose flour (about 3 ounces) 
  • 6 cups 2% reduced-fat milk 
  • 1 cup (4 ounces) reduced-fat shredded extrasharp cheddar cheese, divided 
  • 1 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
  • 1 cup reduced-fat sour cream 
  • 3/4 cup chopped green onions, divided
  • bacon slices, cooked and crumbled 
  • Cracked black pepper (optional)

  • Preparation
  • Preheat oven to 400°.
  • Pierce potatoes with a fork; bake at 400° for 1 hour or until tender. Cool. Peel potatoes; coarsely mash.
  • Lightly spoon flour into dry measuring cups; level with a knife. Place flour in a large Dutch oven; gradually add milk, stirring with a whisk until blended. Cook over medium heat until thick and bubbly (about 8 minutes). Add mashed potatoes, 3/4 cup cheese, salt, and 1/2 teaspoon pepper, stirring until cheese melts. Remove from heat.
  • Stir in sour cream and 1/2 cup onions. Cook over low heat 10 minutes or until thoroughly heated (do not boil). Ladle 1 1/2 cups soup into each of 8 bowls. Sprinkle each serving with 1 1/2 teaspoons cheese, 1 1/2 teaspoons onions, and about 1 tablespoon bacon. Garnish with cracked pepper, if desired.













OK THATS IT FOR NOW, 
XOXOXOXOXOX  (me and my amazing family below!)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

HAHAHA Today's Funnies.















A tad bit emotional this morning.

Do you ever wake up thinking, life would be so much better if..... Well I do... my if, is if I was skinnier. Do you know how much easier life would be? Clothes would fit better, I would feel better about myself, I wouldn't feel uncomfortable walking around in life looking the way I do... I know, I know, I preach about everyone is beautiful, of course, and I know I am, but man, do you know how much easier it would be if I was a size 10 instead of a size 18? Do you know how much better I would feel being able to go into a clothing store saying, ahhh, I will find something today, instead of, I hope this stores largest size fits me? Do you know how HARD it is to lose weight?

I get so down on myself because I see Juan, and all he has to do is only eat a sandwich a day for a month and he's lost 30lbs. I mean, A) That's not healthy, B) I love food and I get hungry even talking about food so that would never work and C) I'm jealous. I am so jealous that that's all he has to do. For me, I have to wake up at 4am, get ready for work, have a meal replacement shake, work till 3, get home at 5, have another shake, workout for 2 hours, and then get home just to come to bed. So basically, for me to lose weight, I have to not have a life. Now, I feel like I'm being a big whiner right now, maybe I am, but at the same time, I like working out now so I don't mind doing this, but when I have no friends left because I can never hang out because I'm at the gym, then I'm going to care.

This whole wedding thing has me down too - you know, you look at stylemepretty. com all day long and you never really see brides that are overweight. I don't want to be an overweight bride. My biggest fear is walking down that aisle with all the eyes on me, knowing that I've been on a strict diet and workout regiment for the past year, and then BAM, I'm still rocking my size 18 dress. It's not all about appearances, I know, it's about marrying my best friend, but at the same time, I can't help but think in the back of my head, ugh, I'm the biggest one here.

My guilty pleasure is reality TV and my guiltiest pleasure is probably all the different Real Housewives shows. On RHONJ, Lauren Manzo, has a difficult time losing weight. She's always talking about the same things I talk about, she doesn't want to be bigger and her brothers can eat anything in the world and still be skinny... well, I used to feel for her, and I was like, just work out and stick with it - you will find it will work for you... Well instead of that, I guess she got the lapband surgery. And she looks great now. I am so jealous, but at the same time pissed. Just like all these celebrities, they have the time and money to either work out with a personal trainer 9 hours a day to stay skinny or have a surgery like that. I'm jealous in that I don't have that time or money, but I'm also kind of pissed that someone I could relate to on TV just took the easy way out. You should be in the gym Lauren, you could have done it. I eat a lot and love food too.... Anyways, yeah, annoying....

Honestly, I don't know what the point of this blog today even was? TO bitch and complain about the fact that I hate that I'm overweight? And that it's taking a long time to drop it? I guess... But I can tell you one thing, I think the thing that has been getting me to get up and go to classes everyday to workout has been the people over at RTB, they really are great, they are motivating, and they really like doing what they do, and it makes me like what I do... Also, I'm strong. Under all these rolls, I actually have some big muscles under there... and going to class and feeling like I'm really kicking some ass, makes me feel good. I know I just need to keep telling myself that it will take time, and I will get there eventually, I'm impatient, and I want to be skinny tomorrow. By December, I want to be a size 12/14 so  when I'm trying on dresses, they aren't like, well, there really aren't a lot for you to try on because you are HUGE. I will be skinny. One day.

Anyways, life is what you make of it, and just be happy... you will get there.. (Yeah, I'm really talking to myself)

Thursday, September 13, 2012

I'm not going to lie. I was bad last night.

Ok. Can I just say, since the start of all of this, besides the weekends (and not even all of them), I really haven't gone out, or even seen my friends. So last night, when we had happy hour with our old drinking crew, I clearly..... CLEARLY, TRIED... with all my HEART to stay good. Was drinking the VODS AND WADS all night, no beers, no girly drinks, none of that shit. VODKA and WATER... with lime ;), and shit, I was like ok I've got this... yeah the booze isn't good to have, sure, butttttt one night isn't going to be the end of the world.

WELLLLLLLLLLL, then.... we got HUNGRY. And I didn't have my shakes :( What is a girl to do when she is out drinking, with a bunch of people who aren't on diets and can drink and eat their little hearts out... :(, and then WHAT is a girl to do when there is a basket of TATER TOTS on the table?!?! OH heavens to betsy.... IT ALL WENT DOWN HILL FROM THERE!

There I was... drink in hand, empty stomach reminding me that IT NEEDS TO BE FED, and all I could do was have a stare down with these TOTS. I was looking at them, they were looking at me, and I KNOW they were just saying, "come on Andrea, we are so delicious, we just want to be in your belly... one won't hurt, two won't hurt, you can work it off at the gym tomorrow... just doooooooo it" thats what they were totally saying IF TOTS COULD TALK!... and you know what, I couldn't help but to give in to their amazing smell, their perfectly fried exterior... I just had to, I just had to have like 20. YEP I HAD 20 FREAKING TATER TOTS LAST NIGHT... and humus, and a chicken sandwich with, wait for it... a BUN! OMG A BUN AND NOT A WHEAT BUN BUT A WHITE BUN?!?!?!!?!?!?!??

Gosh, I could not believe how upset I was after I left, knowing I just indulged like that. But damn, DAMN were those TOTS DELISH!.... I felt like me and Napoleon Dynamite were chillin in class yelling at people to not steal our TOTS..... And its funny, because honestly, now that I'm eating the way I'm eating, I dont crave the shitty food. But shit, when you eat that shit, YUM. YUM YUM YUM...

So today, this morning, yeah - back to the shakes, which is totes fine, but I need to remember, that I need to have a little more self control when it comes to having some VODS and WADS with friends - if you get hungry, have a GD salad or something... jesus, control yourself. HAHAHAHA.... So don't judge me friends, sometimes you just have to have some TOTS in your mouth.

HAHAHA.
PS. I hope you all want TOTS today. MMMMK!
XOXO

I LOVE CUPCAKES!!!!!

I love cupcakes, and it just kills me that they are so bad for you. HAHA... so I went on SkinnyTaste's pinterest and found all these amazing low-fat cupcake recipes - DUDES MAKE THEM! The pumpkins are my favorite (you've seen me blog about them before) and I will probably make some tonight!!!!!

Pumpkin Cupcakes (no frosting) 
Skinnytaste.com
Servings: 24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 2 pts • Points+: 2 pts
Calories: 84.2 • Fat: 0.8 g • Protein: 0.6 g • Carb: 18.5 g • Fiber: 0.3 g • Sugar: 9.9 g
Sodium: 140.9 mg  

Pumpkin Cupcakes with Frosting
Servings: 24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 3 pts • Points+: 3 pts
Calories: 121.1 • Fat: 2.8 g • Protein: 1.4 g • Carb: 23.2 g • Fiber: 0.5 g • Sugar:13.9 g
Sodium: 142.3 mg

Ingredients:
  • 18.25 oz Betty Crocker Golden Vanilla Super Moist Cake Mix*
  • 2 tsp pumpkin pie spice
  • 1 cup canned 100% pure pumpkin
  • 1 cup water
For the Pumpkin Cream Cheese Frosting:
  • 8 oz Philadelphia 1/3 fat cream cheese (do not use fat free)
  • 1/2 cup pureed pumpkin (canned is fine)
  • 1 tsp vanilla extract
  • 1 tsp cinnamon
  • 1 tsp pumpkin pie spice
  • 5 tbsp packed brown sugar

Directions:Preheat oven to 350°. Line a cupcake tin with cupcake wrappers.
Combine cake mix and pumpkin spice in a large bowl. Add pumpkin puree and water, mix about 2 minutes.
For the frosting, combine the cream cheese, pumpkin, vanilla, cinnamon, pumpkin pie spice and brown sugar until smooth. You can use a spatula to ice the cupcakes or pipe them which may require making more frosting. Makes 24
*Betty Crocker has reduced their cake mixes, so read the labels on your box. Dunkin Hines still carries 18.25 oz boxes.



Skinny Red Velvet Cupcakes
Gina's Weight Watcher Recipes
Servings: 26 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Calories: 141  Points: 3 pts  Points+: 4 pts

Ingredients:
    • 1 1/2 cups cake flour
    • 1 cup white whole wheat flour
    • 1 cup sugar
    • 1 tbsp unsweetened dutch-process cocoa
    • 1 tsp salt
    • 1 tsp baking powder
    • 1 tsp baking soda
    • 1 tsp white vinegar
    • 1/2 cup unsweetened apple sauce
    • 1/4 cup butter, softened
    • 1 egg
    • 2 egg whites
    • 2 tsp vanilla
    • 1 1/3 cup light buttermilk
    • 1 tbsp red food coloring


    Directions:
    Preheat
     oven to 350. Line cupcake tins with liners. In a large mixing bowl, stirtogether flours, salt, cocoa, and baking powder. In another large bowl beat sugar, applesauce and butter. Beat in eggs and vanilla. In a separate bowl mix baking soda and vinegar. Add half of the dry ingredients into the egg mixture, mix well. Addbuttermilk, red food coloring and mix well. Add the remaining dry ingredients and foldin vinegar and baking soda. Pour in prepared cupcake liners 3/4 of the way. Bake 20-25 minutes or until a toothpick inserted comes out clean. Cool, then frost with low fat cream cheese frosting. Makes 26 cupcakes.

    Low Fat Cream Cheese Frosting
    • 8 oz 1/3 fat Philadelphia Cream Cheese
    • 1 cup powdered sugar
    • 1 tsp vanilla extract
    Beat together cream cheese, powdered sugar and vanilla until smooth.



    Pink Lemonade Confetti Cupcakes
    Gina's Weight Watcher Recipes
    Servings: 24 • Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 2 pts • Points+: 3 pts
    Calories: 97.4 • Fat: 2.3 g • Carbs: 17.3 g • Fiber: 0 g • Protein: 1.0 g • Sugar: 9.8
    Sodium: 103.7 (without salt) 

    Ingredients:
    • 18.25 oz box confetti cake mix, I used Duncan Hines
    • 2 1/2 tsp powdered sugar-free pink lemonade mix
    • 1 cup water
    • 1 tbsp vegetable oil
    • 1/4 cup unsweetened applesauce
    • lemon zest from half of a lemon
    • 2 drops pink food coloring (optional)
    • confetti sprinkles, optional

    Directions:Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F.  Line cupcake tins with 24 paper liners.
    Stir together the water and pink lemonade powder.  Combine the cake mix, pink lemonade mixture, applesauce, lemon zest, food coloring and oil in a large bowl and with an electric mixer, mix until all the ingredients are thoroughly combined. Pour the batter into the prepared cupcake pans.  Add sprinkles if using and bake in the oven for 22 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of the cupcakes comes out clean. Cool completely on wire racks before serving.


    Super Moist Low Fat Chocolate Cupcakes (without Chocolate Glaze)
    Gina's Weight Watcher Recipes 
    Servings: 24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 2 pts • Points+: 2 pts
    Calories: 93.8 • Fat: 2.3 g • Protein: 1.1 g • Carb: 17.5 g • Fiber: 1.4 g • Sugar: 9.9
    Sodium: 281.8

    Super Moist Low Fat Chocolate Cupcakes (with Chocolate Glaze)
    Servings: 24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 2 pts • Points+: 3 pts
    Calories: 104.6 • Fat: 2.3 g • Protein: 1.2 g • Carb: 20.2 g • Fiber: 1.4 g • Sugar:12.3
    Sodium: 288.5


    Ingredients:
    • 18.25 oz Duncan Hines Dark Chocolate Fudge cake mix
    • 1.4 oz sugar free, fat free, instant chocolate pudding
    • 1 cup canned pumpkin (not pumpkin pie filling)
    • 1 1/3 cups water
    For the chocolate glaze:
    • 1/2 cup confectioners' sugar
    • 1 tbsp unsweetened cocoa powder
    • 1/2-1 tbsp 1% milk
    • 1/4 tsp vanilla extract
    • pinch of salt


    Directions:

    Preheat oven to 350°. Line a cupcake tin with cupcake liners. Combine pumpkin puree and water in a large bowl; mix to combine. Add chocolate pudding mix and mix well. Add chocolate cake mix and beat 2 minutes. Fill cupcake liners 2/3 full and bake about 25 - 28 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted comes out clean. Cool in pan on wire rack for 15 minutes.

    For the glaze: combine all dry ingredients, add vanilla and 1/2 tbsp milk, adding more 1/4 tsp at a time if needed until smooth. Add to a piping bag or use a zip lock bag and cut the corner off, drizzle onto cooled cupcakes.



    Skinny Coconut Cupcakes
    Skinnytaste.com 
    Servings: 
    24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 4 pt • Points+: 5 pt
    Calories: 
    196.1 • Fat: 6.4 g • Protein: 2.5 g • Carb: 31.2 g • Fiber: 0.8 g • Sugar:11.5 g
    Sodium: 
    150 mg 

    Skinny Coconut Cupcakes (without Chocolate Eggs)
    Servings: 24 • Serving Size: 1 cupcake • Old Points: 3 pt • Points+: 4 pt
    Calories: 
    148.6 • Fat: 4.4 g • Protein: 2 g • Carb: 24.2 g • Fiber: 0.8 g • Sugar: 4.7 g
    Sodium: 
    142.6 mg


    Ingredients:
    For the Frosting:
    • 8 oz 1/3 less fat Philadelphia Cream Cheese (not fat free)
    • 3/4 cup powdered sugar
    • 2 tsp natural coconut extract

    For the Cupcakes:
    • 2 egg whites
    • 1 cup canned light coconut milk (Thai Kitchen)
    • 1/3 cup unsweetened apple sauce
    • 2 tsp natural coconut extract
    • 18.25 oz white box cake mix (Duncan Hines)
    • 1/2 cup sweetened coconut flakes

    Directions:
    In a medium bowl combine the cream cheese with the powdered sugar and coconut extract with a mixer. Keep refrigerated until ready to use. Preheat oven to 350°. Line 24 cupcake tins with liners. 
    In a large bowl combine egg whites, coconut milk, apple sauce and remaining coconut extract. Mix well, then add cake mix and mix until combined. Pour batter into lined cupcake tins about halfway and bake 22-24 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted comes out clean. Let cupcakes cool to room temperature. Top each cupcake with 1/2 tablespoon of cream cheese, then top each with 1 tsp coconut flakes.